Book signing and pre-order sale!
I am having a book signing at Savannah’s local bookstore E Shaver Booksellers on Friday, August 16th from 1 pm until 3 pm for my “What the Night taught me.”
To celebrate, I have dropped the e-book pre-order price to $0.99 for this weekend only. The book will be $9.99 when it is live on August 9th!
More news to come!
Word Beat Poetry is going to be a live poetry reading performance on my WRUU radio show with various poets once a month.
Our featured poets for the first one are Melanie Goldey, Chiasa Sarang, and Monica Lee Floyd.
Mark your calendars to listen live to this wonderful group of poets on 8/11/19 at 4 pm on 107.5 FM WRUU Savannah or live streaming from www.wruu.org
Borrowing this from a friend. I could not have said it better.
I see so many older folks complaining and trying to pin it on the next generation for being lazy, entitled, greedy, whatever you want to call us.
Here’s the truth though.
We were lied to.
On several levels.
We were made promises and have been patient, hoping those promises would be kept, and they were not.
Now we are desperate, and we are angry.
Before I begin to explain what happened to us, and why we are ALL in this situation (yes, not just the younger generation, but you older generations are part of this too, you just can’t see it), let me just say, this will either make you angry because you don’t want to admit to the truth and see things our way, or you will be angry because you finally understand what we’ve been put through and you realize who’s really at fault.
When I was in high school, college was the only option I was given. That or the military, but since I am a small female with health issues, that was out of the question. I went to a conservative private school, and these were basically our only options because that’s all they told us was an option (we were too young to realize that we had a multitude of other options- trade school, being self-taught and doing the research on our own, waiting several years to save up and go to school when we wanted to, or waiting to even decide on what we were going to study). No, we had to decide now, and so I decided to go to another conservative public school because it was touted as one of the best. So many of the graduates from my school had gone there in the past. It was a place of pride to be accepted into this school. So I went to that school.
The education I received was not satisfactory to me, and I wanted to teach college level, so I went to a highly praised school down south to get my Masters. It was also said this was the best school to get the education I was searching for, so I went. I even got a scholarship. Worry about the costs later. I was promised a job within 6 months of graduating. This was a lie.
We had to go through an Exit Class, where we were told about how our loan companies would now be contacting us. They didn’t inform us about how to understand our loans, what we were signing away, what all the numbers meant. They just handed us a packet, told us to read it, and go. This is how I was lied to and made the mistake of consolidating my loans. This is how I ended up with a total student loan debt of $145,000 upon graduating.
I have paid it regularly as much as I could afford over the last decade.
I now have a student loan debt of $160,000.
Nobody told us that there wouldn’t be any jobs because the economy was broken and the previous job-holders weren’t retiring at the same rate as the generation before them.
We were lied to about this.
Nobody told us that even with consolidation, even with deferment of our loans while we’re on hard times, even with three part time jobs, we would barely be able to pay the interest rate on our loans.
We were lied to about this.
Nobody said that there wouldn’t be any affordable houses for us to buy because, again, the economy was broken, and the price of houses was only going up.
We were lied to about this.
There is currently over $1.5 trillion in student debt.
Most of those with student debt are working so so hard to try and pay those loans off, but can barely even make a dent.
We are all just trying to make a better life for ourselves and our next generations.
And here is the lie you were all told.
That money is the key to your happiness.
You were raised in a fairly good economy. Education was cheap. Jobs were everywhere. You didn’t need as much experience to get one of those jobs, and you could pay off your loans within years.
You were told that getting a degree, getting a job, making money, buying a house, having kids, and retiring early was the key to a fulfilling life.
Since those things all cost money, you believed that money = happiness.
Right now, the things you could buy with your little amount of money when you were our age, costs infinitely more. And education is disproportionately worse.
You encouraged the next generation to do the same thing you did anyway. Get a degree, get a job, buy a house, have a family.
You didn’t realize how much harder that was because you were no longer in that situation. You were comfortable. You were “happy.”
We followed your advice, and the advice of the schools, the big companies we wanted to work for, the institutions that wanted to lend us money so we could “follow our dreams.”
We didn’t know that all they wanted was our money.
You didn’t know that all they wanted was to bleed us dry.
Our education system is broken. They don’t care if we get a job or not, they just care if they get the paycheck from us and we increase the graduation rate so their school looks better so they get more attendees.
None of us knew we were being manipulated.
None of us knew we were being lied to.
There aren’t any jobs for our generation in the field we studied and worked hard for, so we have to take whatever jobs we can find, even if it’s not in our field, even if it doesn’t pay well.
There aren’t any houses we can afford, so we have to rent, which means we have to take on another job to help offset that cost.
If we try to live with our parents to save money, we’re labeled as leeches.
We’re trying to live our lives better, but it’s hard.
We were also told that money is the key to our happiness.
But after so many years of this, we are finally coming to realize that that is the biggest lie we were all told.
So we are working to change the system.
We are trying to make the world a better place, break out of the vicious cycle of capitalism and giving our time and energy and money to corporations and institutions that just want to bleed us dry until our dying day.
So sorry you think we’re lazy.
Sorry you think we’re greedy.
Sorry you think we’re entitled.
Sorry you think that forgiveness and change and wanting to make a better world for everyone is so scary.
I understand why.
I understand that you feel cheated. You lived your whole life based on this principle and now you are being told it was wrong.
I understand your anger about that.
I understand you feel like something is being taken from you.
But try to understand: we feel exactly the same.
We feel cheated, we felt lied to our whole lives, we feel angry, and we feel like everything we worked hard for was taken from us.
All because of a little set of lies.
So, to wrap this up, I just want to quote Bob Dylan.
“Your old road is rapidly agin’.
Please get out of the new one if you can’t lend a hand.
For the times they are a’changin’.”
Oh, and if you want to get angry and yell at me about this, go right ahead.
I’ll be turning off notifications on this post because I know I can’t change your opinion, and you can’t change mine.
So why did I post this?
To show solidarity to those who are feeling like their own parents and grandparents have abandoned them in this matter.
And also to tell you your time is almost up and we have a lot of patience, so change is coming one way or another. You can either be part of it and support the next generation that is inheriting this world from you, or you can watch it happen from the other side.
Y’all have a great day.
I hope happiness and fulfillment finds you all, and that money is not a factor in it. ❤️
By Adam D. Messer © 2019 All rights reserved.
The sunlight shrinks and is almost gone,
And the moons rise to take their throne.
Gently glowing upon my brow,
Thinking of how we were then and now.
Ever dreaming of that day,
You touched my being in a special way.
We slipped into bliss,
After you took my hand and we embraced for our gentle first kiss.
I think of you, my dear love,
But now only your star shines upon me from above.
Why did you have to go?
I begged you to stay, but you said no.
We were to be wed and married,
But the war destroyed all of the plans we carried.
They took you from me, my dear,
Now I am alone and full of fear.
Bitter tears weep as I dream of you,
Your heart protected me always right and true.
Eternally I give you my love all my days ever more,
I give you my heart, my soul and my core.
Damn you! Why did you have to go?
We could have jumped stations, but you simply said no.
You said it was right to serve and protect our home,
But what is a home, when I am all alone?
I wish I could say you were right to serve and that I agree,
But that’s not the story that my eyes see.
I will love you always as my days grow longer,
As my love for you every day grows stronger.
Rest in peace, my dearest love,
Soon my being joins you up above.
Today I ship off for my last mission,
They needed more volunteers for the expedition.
No one expects any of us to live,
That’s alright with me, because I have nothing more to give.
I signed up as quickly as I could,
For the Empire, I give my life as any rightly soldier should!
Truth be told, since is only you and me,
I give my life to be with you sweetie.
Today, my love, we will be reunited,
And share our love eternally forever undivided.
Join host Adam Messer today at 4 PM EST on 107.5 FM Savannah WRUU and livestreaming http://www.wruu.org .
Monica Lee Floyd is an award winning artist, alternative model, and author living in Savannah, Georgia. Originally from New York, but living in Florida for some time, her artwork has won awards in the Strawbridge Art Competition, Space Coast Art Festival, and been displayed in the Brevard Museum of Art and Science. “Savannah Gothic” is Floyd’s first book of gothic poetry, and her second book is completed and awaiting publication. She is currently writing her first fiction novel. She has three brilliant children who she adores, and a cat named Hera.
FB Author Page: http://www.facebook.com/authormonicaleefloyd
Instagram Link: http://www.instagram.com/savannah_gothic
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Amazon Book Link: Savannah Gothic: Poetry Anthology https://www.amazon.com/dp/1986852768/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_UcedDb0APZX0S
Today marks my first anniversary as a host on WRUU – 107.5 Savannah. I love talking with creative people about their journey. Here’s to the next year at WRUU!
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http://anchor.fm/adammesser is where you can hear previous interviews.